The past two weeks has been full of ups and downs of emotions for me. Even in a span of a day I experienced everything from feeling depressed, optimistic, downright depressed again, optimistic, happy, excited then back to depressed and a little bit of guilt. Ok lets start on the top.

Two Saturdays ago me, Kat Gaw, JEan and Sam Lim went to Issa's house to do projects. Me and Kat for a PE project and Sam and Jean for their science project. It was so fun, the food was good (as usual!) and we sang KARAOKE! Ok, what made this really interesting was the fact that Kat Gaw was depressed or something. (acting ito. The story is that our kabarkada, Stefie broke up with her 'cuz she saw Kat Gaw flirting with Domi. Our storylines... :D)So she sung, practically hogged the karaoke, only singing depressing love songs (except for Mambo number 5, in which she changed all the girls' names to Stefie) cursing about life, "crying" and practically yelling for beer!!! lol. Yeah, she's craaazy! Maybe it's also the fact that she was running for a Student COuncil position and she has to make a speech for Monday. It's a very unique speech w/c is about Sophia, rice fields and her boobs. Uhuh, if you want to know the story, contact me!  The next day was Game 4 Semifinals Alaska Aces vs Purefoods (I feel like hitting something when I say that name...) And we won! Great game!!! Really fun! Ok, what you had to know about that week was it was soooo stressful. They just threw all homework possible. For Science, we had this dish garden thing that was due on July 3. And tons of other stuff! AGH! Surprisingly, the week after that, last week, was pretty, well,LIGHT. Last Tuesday was our first club activity day. My club is I, Speak, a speech club. It's actually a very good club! We are in charge of the Dedication Booth in the fair and the people are very nice. My club rocks!!! haahah.

Fridays are always fun, considering it's the last day of the week. Yet last Friday marked the doom for my team. Hay nako. Last Friday was also the day were I experienced that different array of emotions I talked about earlier. Hay. So we lost and had to painfully endure a Game 7 in the semis. In this particular game I had blank feelings. I didn't know what to expect. I desperately wanted them to win yet the possibiltiy of losing was also very high. We lost by a point. . Of course for all of us it was sad, but I think I was probably those who were affected by it the most. As it says now in the news, my dad is retiring. And I have no idea whether or not Alaska wants to take him back as a player or asst. coach or even if they're planning to renew his contract. I was just really depressed because I wanted him to reitre after winning one more championship. I always dreamed he'd retire that way. Well, I didn't cry, got teary eyed, but inside I was torn apart. That's why I really wanted them to be champions this conference, even when this confe didn't start yet,already knowing that this is probably my dad's last. Nothings certain. Who knows, maybe he has one more season in him. But even if he doesn't  have one more championship ring, he has already proven his worth in his career. And to finish the already bright day, we got stuck in parking for 30 minutes. Cuneta Astrodome officially SUCKS! Daddy was reaally fuming. How come whenever we're out of the running, something bad happens with cars?! lol.

So I came to school on Monday feeling a little bit down, yet that day turned to out to be extremely fun. Yes, it was our INITIATION or "welcoming rites". The date was supposed to be secret, yet it leaked so we weren't THAT surprised. Can't talk about it, as it should be kept in confidence, but next year freshmen, good luck. lol. Yesterday was Alaska vs SMB for 3rd place. My dad played, probably his last in the PBA. He didn't shoot, but ohwell! We won! That cheered me up quite a bit.Actually a lot! Atleast Alaska has a much better chance next season! (If we are there next season! things are slightly shady now...) Also had a fun talk with Janella Lua, the pamangkin of the mayari ng Redbull. Also ICAN. Our long quizzes started on Tuesday for A.P and yesterday for English. It's not like elementary anymore, there's no l.t. week. So today and tomorrow we don't have. Today was our study con. thing. I went to filipino. I cannot believe I am failing Filipino. This sucks eggs. I am also pretty scared of Math. Shoot.

TOmorrow I have an audition to host our Variety show in october! Pretty nervous, and I obviously know it's gonna go to a senior, so I'm prepared for failure! I'm also soooo excited for Roccio's party on Saturday! SUPER!!!! And there are more reasons than one...  Ok, fellow barkada people and CArla you know why! Also want to play with the kids!!!!! Miss them already!

WORLD CUP!!!! WOHOO!!! Me and my family are really sucked in the world cup fever. BRAZIL LOST!  WTF?!?!!??! lol. And so did England. It was prety sad, my fave player in England, Michael OWen, got injured in the middle of the World cup. He's really good and really handsome!!! And yes, married with a child. WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!??!?!?!? Anyway,here's a picture: